love...

yaara tere pyar da hisaab nhi aya,
sadi kisi v gal da jawb nhi aya,
sari raat jagdya he lang gai sadi,
te tenu sutya v sada khawab v nhi aya.................

my fears...

as of today i have overcome all my fears..
fear of heights..i have jumped from 3000 feet..
i have stopped fearing injections..
i have gone underwater..
i have controlled a plane for 3 mins on my own..
i have danced like crazy when the world watched me..

there is still one fear that i want to battle....and year 2011 is to fight that one fear:)

RUSH..IN MY BLOOD

i notice the excitement inside me...the long vacation coming ahead....the excitement to meet dear ones...be a part of a wedding ceremony...

my confidence is going on higher...and looks lke i am gng to be doing somthing unexpected...am gathering my breath to get it done...phew!!!

have been loving and pampering myself...and i see the changes..:)
all i can say is wow!! i wish i had loved myself earlier..

song of the day:
DIl ibadat kar raha hai<3

well the weather is nice...and the fire inside me is on..
somewhere i read today that if everything is perfect in ur life..ur life is over..
cos there is no room for growth..

totally changed my perspective of life...
my motivation is me..
my love is me..
my fear is me..
and my desire is me..

i just wish the fire which has litten up again....grows stronger...cos looks like i have given up a lot of things..and taken so much for granted..that coming back to original me...is hard...but YET NOT Impossible.

i have come to this point where i know who my true freinds are..and who i need to change for..and i am happy i dont have anyone materialistic in my life...

a strange restless keeps coming into me...but it goes away as well..when i read my fav book or listen to my fav song..

the doc says its anxitey..i guess i cant take happiness or fear a lot..

Mr. S.K. a freind of mine..has said..that there is only one thing i need to get rid of..
MY FEAR!
and i am taking it one at a time!!!

DAY TWO

this is day two of being on meridia..

yest was a bit dizzy and a bit of mental confusion..dont knw if its the medicine or my mind..
lets see what more happens:)

the temptation to be me...

i am so tempted to be my what i was in 2004...carefree , loving , positive giving smile to everyone...confident

the journey has began..and lets the end smiling results:)

“I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.”