life...

life is shitty.,..
it has just to go on and on...
so do the bad memories.....they are like scars..
they keep coming back to you all the time , no matter how much u want to run from them

i just sit and wonder..what did i get in this life??
it doesnt show up the way i want it to be...

now time has come that i change it to what i want!!!!

i start the change with physical change:)
so for time being this is a weight loss blog....with updates on excercises
currenlt i am 80 pounds overweight..and i have set rewards for myself.....
10 pounds- go for movie with friends (havent gone out anywhere except work since may 08)
20 pounds - get hairstyle change so
30 pounds- get highlights
40 pounds - geta nose ring
50 pounds- shopping spree:)

last 30 pounds will be tough:) so after that i go for vacation:)